¶ 1 Leave a comment on paragraph 1 0 I returned home from a month in hospital and rehab (3/9-4/6), a few days ago. This was composed during the past three days, as I adjusted to life, again.

¶ 2 Leave a comment on paragraph 2 0 I collapsed the day after Eloise was discharged from 2 weeks at TMC (3/6). I was to care for her. My speech and swallowing mechanisms collapsed. When I left rehab the discharging doc told me that my blood-work confirmed I also had a heart attack, to my surprise. My voice now is squeaky weak and fatigues over day if used too much. I must eat and drink with very small mouth-fulls, with a double swallow for each. I have a feeding tube into my stomach for meds and water; used earlier for liquefied nutrition – now backup. I can walk, slowly, and am beginning to resume doing household tasks. My speech/swallowing has been bad for a decade, interfering with talking and eating; but this was near total collapse. Probably due to radiation from two cancer treatments in 1997 and 2010.

¶ 3 Leave a comment on paragraph 3 0 My wife, Eloise, has moved in with me in my independent living apartment, starting before my hospitalization. We care for each other’s disabilities, including minor dementia. She visits “our” house, now occupied by our grandson and mate; who will inherit the house. We have three dogs and one cat.

¶ 4 Leave a comment on paragraph 4 0 My short term memory is very poor; but never has been good for prior days. Now I can’t remember the past hours, so I am returning to my detailed events record keeping. I can’t remember how to do the most simple things, which I can quickly recover – but it is frustrating. I am rediscovering my computer and apps. I need to explore how to do the simplest tasks, even which apps to use. Fortunately it is easy to relearn.

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¶ 6 Leave a comment on paragraph 6 0 Soon, I plan to resume trying to initiate dialog among you, and others, on UPLIFT and other revelations about needed, but blocked, major perspectives/paradigms shifts. I realize how I do this must change; my prior strategies haven’t worked. I will be experimentally exploring many optional strategies and welcome critiques.

¶ 7 Leave a comment on paragraph 7 0 The coming shifts will be of magnitude challenging any of our past shifts (initiated by Socrates, Galileo, Copernicus, Newton, Darwin, Godel, Einstein, Bohr), but this time challenging our ideologies about “human nature”. My ideas are not conceptually complex, as are those of the listed geniuses.

¶ 8 Leave a comment on paragraph 8 0 It isn’t my/any “genius” that led me to this, but my severe biological/mental limitations that weakened inherited blocks. My models are not actually complex, but are an inter-dependent systems-weave of many simple insights emerging over five decades.

¶ 9 Leave a comment on paragraph 9 0 These ideologies are hard wired and I/we will always remain under their influence. However, we can learn to conceptualize and dialog on them and work to create a nu humanity where these ideologies don’t influence social and societal decisions. All my writing over the past two decades (with a few key earlier docs) are available on my blog, Nuet’s Nodes .

¶ 10 Leave a comment on paragraph 10 0 These contain all my thinking, as I create detail only when writing. Unfortunately, there is no organization, so one must work as an archeologist. The search tool is very useful. After multiple attempts to create a useful organization/platform/outline failed using existing cyberspace tech, I realized the need to create an “educational system”, including new EdTech, to implement UPLIFT. My hope is that YOU can work without these new technologies.

¶ 11 Leave a comment on paragraph 11 0 I can’t and don’t ask for quick acceptance of any of my propositions or proposals, which is impossible without extensive study. Some may be “wrong”, so I need critiques/feedback. However, if you accept that Humankind/Gaia is in peril, with no good solutions even imagined, you might devote some time exploring details of my “solution” and its radical foundations.

¶ 12 Leave a comment on paragraph 12 0 My drive to launch UPLIFT is keeping me alive. Larry/nuet